We are all here i guess because we were once searching for the truth, the real meaning of life, the purpose of life, or whatever craving deep inside of us that needed answers. We are special, as not all have this inner searching or desire to know or have this need.
We thought the JWs were the answer, and myself included carried on for ten full years until the cracks became big enough to fall through and leave the organisation. However a full six years have elapsed since setting foot in a kingdom hall, yet the craving and spiritual need is still there.
The thirst for answers, and by goodness doesnt the internet connect humankind in such a way that we have access now in this point of human history to the biggest wealth of information and knowledge that could ever be possible.
I have been watching today, with at times, open mouth, to see connections based on true documentations, tv footage etc, of real time events in modern history on youtube, things I have been so ignorant about. Quite embarrassing seeing as i reach the big 40 this year......
The point I am moving towards, is that based on some of the stuff ive watched, and ive been sat here for 2hours plus thus far, is that there is far more truth about events in human history being maneovered in such a way that i feel a helpless pawn in this drama, and this site gives me comfort in a way that I can connect with fellow human beings as this drama is played out.
I have this dread, this worry that something really, really big is going to happen, i dont know what, but i feel very uncomfortable and if im truly honest, im scared, for the first time in a long time, and just had to put my thoughts down in a place where i feel safe.
The clip I have been watching and it goes back from the 1700s and spans to our day has been facinating. Here it is to see for yourself.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IFfdOkwyuL0&feature=related
PLEASE NOTE, I HAVE NO AFFILIATION WHATSOEVER WITH THIS CLIP OR THE AUTHOR OR ANYTHING.